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Justice's Dirty Secrets
Ed Jagels put two dozen innocent people behind bars on
charges that they molested their own kids -- while ignoring evidence
that his friends were throwing orgies with teenage boys. So why is one
of America's most reckless prosecutors still in power?
By Kimberley Sevcik
(c) 2005, Rolling Stone
The day Jeff Modahl's daughters were spirited away from their school in
the back of a squad car, no one would tell him where they were taken.
He spoke to plenty of people in Bakersfield, California, who knew: The
sheriff. The district attorney. The Department of Children's Services.
"Your girls are safe," one official after another assured him. "But we
can't let you talk to them." Earlier in the week, Modahl, a soft-spoken
thirty-year-old mechanic with the build of a heavyweight wrestler, had
called Children's Services to report that he suspected the girls' baby
sitter of touching them inappropriately. Officials told him that they
were investigating his charge, but until they had finished questioning
Carla, 10, and Teresa, 12, no one in the family would be allowed to
speak to them.
The morning sun was still low and tentative when police knocked on
Modahl's door two weeks later and arrested him. Panicked and confused,
Modahl repeatedly asked the officers what he was being charged with,
but they refused to tell him. He sat on the couch, his hands cuffed
behind his back, as they ransacked the house, rummaging through drawers
and closets, confiscating all of his family photographs.
The cops had been dispatched by Ed Jagels, the county's new chief
prosecutor, as part of a sweeping investigation into allegations that
dozens of local children were being molested. The son of a prominent
attorney and an heiress who lunched with Nancy Reagan and the Duke and
Duchess of Windsor, Jagels bears a passing resemblance to Paul
McCartney, with tamer, more Republican hair. Buoyed by family money,
swaggering self-confidence and a prep-school pedigree, he had surprised
everyone by moving from his native Pasadena to the hardscrabble town of
Bakersfield and running for district attorney at age thirty-two.
When Jagels took office in 1983, it seemed as though the entire country
was in the grip of a growing hysteria over child molestation. People
saw pedophiles and satanic cults at every turn, and Jagels recognized
an opportunity for glory when he saw one. From his office on the fourth
floor of the Kern County Courthouse in downtown Bakersfield -- a shrine
to conservative manhood with its Remington bronze, its stuffed
pheasant, its photographs of high-profile Republicans -- Jagels
directed what would become the largest prosecution of child molesters
in the nation's history. He assembled a task force specifically
designated to investigate sex crimes against children and assigned his
most ambitious young attorneys to the cases. "This place was like
Mayberry before Ed came along," says Dennis Beaver, a former Kern
County prosecutor. "It was full of sweet, older guys who left work
early to get to the local watering hole." Under Jagels, police and
social workers didn't just follow up on accusations of molestation --
they sought them out like desperate salespeople working on commission.
Investigators drove children around and asked them to point out the
"bad people." They whisked kids away from their parents in the middle
of the night without explanation, deprived them of sleep and
interrogated them like prisoners of war, feeding them scenarios of
sexual abuse until they broke down and "confessed." Kids described
being hung from hooks and sodomized, being forced into group orgies and
videotaped, watching their captors kill babies and drink the blood. No
physical evidence was found to corroborate any of their testimonies: no
hooks or holes where hooks might have been, no pornographic videotapes,
no dead bodies in the fields behind the churches where the sacrifices
had allegedly taken place. Yet Jagels identified eight pedophilia rings
in Kern County between 1983 and 1987 and sent twenty-nine people to
prison for molesting children, some for sentences as long as 400 years.
The campaign of fear and intimidation orchestrated by Jagels became a
nightmare for parents like Jeff Modahl. Two years passed between the
day Modahl was arrested and the day he saw his daughters again at the
county courthouse. From the witness stand, Carla smiled down on her
father, her tone eerily buoyant as she described the various ways he
had sexually abused her: how he had touched her breasts, put his
fingers inside her, had sodomized her repeatedly. When his older
daughter Teresa was put on the stand, she broke down crying, insisting
that she had never been molested. There were no other testimonies
against Modahl, no physical evidence presented. On the strength of
Carla's accusations, Modahl was sentenced to eighty years in prison.
Not long after his incarceration, Modahl received a letter from Carla,
written in the careful, deliberate handwriting of a child with
something important to say. "Dear Dad," she wrote. "I lied in court.
I'm sorry for lying about this, Dad. I sure do miss you and love you so
much. I wish you could come home soon." In her letter, Carla explained
that a social worker had tricked her, grilling her every day for weeks
and promising her that she would be reunited with her father if she
would simply "admit" that Modahl had abused her. The deception prompted
a motion for a retrial. Clutching a copy of her letter, Carla testified
that her father had never touched her and begged to have him released.
But it was too late. The judge didn't believe her recantation. Modahl
was taken back to prison and Carla was taken back to her foster home.
That evening, she took two handfuls of the medication she was on for
manic depression and was rushed to the hospital to have her stomach
pumped. She was twelve years old. It was the first of seventeen suicide
attempts she would make.
By that time, though, the cases against Modahl and other convicted
parents were beginning to unravel. An investigation by the California
attorney general revealed that Jagels and his team were guilty of
multiple instances of prosecutorial misconduct. Before some of the
children appeared in court, prosecutors took them shopping for toys and
new clothes, rehearsing their testimony with them until they sounded
convincing. At Modahl's trial, the DA's office deliberately withheld
two key pieces of evidence: a medical exam revealing that Carla had not
been sodomized and a tape of a social worker inventing explicit
descriptions of sexual abuse by Modahl and pressuring Teresa to affirm
them. Prosecutors also pressured Carla's foster parents to put her on
Thorazine, the pharmaceutical equivalent of a straitjacket, keeping her
hazy and compliant during the false testimony they elicited from her.
"It's clear that at a certain point Jagels knew these prosecutions were
wrong, but he continued anyway," says Michael Snedeker, an attorney who
helped to free Modahl and seventeen others whom Jagels wrongly
prosecuted for child molestation. "He saw where that train was going,
and he rode it long and hard, all the way to the end."
Today, the Bakersfield molestation trials -- and the dozens of similar
molestation cases that rippled across America in the 1980s -- are
widely acknowledged to have been a witch hunt, a sort of mass
hallucination born of fear and misconception. Since 1991, all but five
of the twenty-nine convictions secured by Jagels have been overturned.
Yet Jagels continues to stand by all of the wrongful prosecutions,
without exception. He has fought the release of every parent,
insisting, in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary, that
justice was done.
He has also continued to rule Kern County with an iron fist. During his
twenty-two years in office, Jagels has become the most feared man in
Bakersfield -- and one of the most ruthless prosecutors in the country.
In the ongoing war on crime that he is waging, defendants are guilty
until proven innocent, the Constitution is treated as an impediment to
law enforcement and vendettas are subject to prosecution. Under Jagels,
Kern County has the highest incarceration rate in the state, a fact
proudly trumpeted on the DA's Web site. The city's reputation even
extends to nearby Los Angeles, where residents joke about the danger of
visiting Bakersfield: "Go on vacation, leave on probation."
"Ed Jagels will stop at nothing to do someone in if they cross him,"
says a former prosecutor under Jagels who asked not to be identified.
"He is really poison. They call him J. Edgar Jagels. Hoover had so much
dirt on people and so much power, you couldn't take him out. That's the
way Ed is."
Bakersfield was an unlikely place for a guy like Ed Jagels to end up.
Populated by the ancestors of Dust Bowl refugees who still make their
living off the land, it feels closer in spirit and landscape to
Oklahoma than California. No ocean breezes or redwood forests to be
found here. No surfers or yoga junkies or war protesters either. What
you will find is a bleak moonscape of oil fields; a chorus of
radio-talk-show hosts ranting about illegal immigrants and welfare
moms; a store called Second Amendment Sports, which does a brisk
business; and, along the highway that leads into town, a billboard of a
radiant Jesus that urges be an organ donor. give your heart to the
lord. The downtown streets feel frozen in the 1950s: the family shoe
stores, the swivel-stooled burger joint, the coffee shop where the
waitresses call all their customers "hon." Merle Haggard was raised in
a boxcar in a section of town called Oildale, where residents post
beware of dog signs on their cracked windows, and Buck Owens made his
mark here singing about thwarted love in honky-tonks with corrugated
tin walls. Teen births and high school dropout rates around Bakersfield
are among the highest in the state.
Most people didn't think that Jagels stood a chance in hell when he ran
for DA in 1982. He was an outsider in Kern County, a guy far more
comfortable in wingtips and power ties than work boots and a feed cap.
His opponent, on the other hand, was a prominent judge, born in
Bakersfield and endorsed by both the local newspaper and the sheriff's
department. But the campaign took a sudden turn when an associate of
Jagels lied to obtain a confidential case file that showed the judge
had issued a lenient ruling that may have contributed to a
four-year-old girl's death. Using the file, Jagels attacked the judge,
speaking the law-and-order language that residents wanted to hear.
"Kern County has roots in the Bible Belt, and a lot of people here have
a fundamentalist attitude toward crime and punishment," says Kathleen
Faulkner, an attorney in Bakersfield for eighteen years. Jagels sailed
into office as the tough-on-crime candidate.
In most cities, people would be hard-pressed to tell you the name of
their chief prosecutor, but half of Bakersfield seems to have a story
about Jagels ruining the reputation or career of someone they know,
based on some trivial charge that was ultimately dropped. "You don't
have to do anything at all in this town to be convicted of a crime,"
says a former employee of Jagels'. "I tell my kids, 'Get out of this
county after high school or you'll wind up in prison.'" As DA, Jagels
decides who to charge with what crime, as well as whether to offer a
plea bargain, or grant immunity, or push for the death penalty, and no
one has veto power over his decisions. Wrongful prosecutions are so
commonplace that a used-record dealer in town hands out bumper stickers
that read Ed Jagels Hates Me, Too.
When he's threatened, Jagels goes for the jugular. A few years ago, a
neighbor banged on his door one night, calling for his scalp. "I'm
going to kill you and your entire family!" the man screamed, apparently
misdirecting his rage at having been prosecuted for child molestation
in another county. Jagels pulled a Glock out of the closet, charged
down the stairs and ran the intruder off. "Ed is completely fearless,"
says Bryanna Jagels, his wife at the time. "Never mind that he's five
foot eight. There's not a cowardly bone in his body."
Some who know Jagels insist that his hard-charging style is all about
protecting victims. And if securing a conviction means he has to bend
the rules - withholding evidence, bartering with jailhouse snitches,
intimidating witnesses - well, so be it. In his mind, the ends justify
the means. "I think Ed is actually a good person, in the same way that
Don Corleone is a good person," says Bryanna. "You see Don Corleone in
a Mafia movie, and he's killing this person and that, but you know that
down deep, he thinks he's doing it for the right reasons."
In reality, the only victims Jagels encountered in many cases were the
ones he prosecuted. Dozens of working-class families were torn apart by
his crusade to lock up child molesters. Alvin McCuan, a sheet-metal
worker, was stabbed while in prison. Teresa Cox, a nineteen-year-old
newlywed at the time of her conviction, got divorced while in prison
and became addicted to meth when she was freed after six years behind
bars. Howard Weimer, who had won awards as a foster parent, wasn't
released until he was seventy-five - too old to go back to work. He and
his wife now scrape by on $1,000 a month in Social Security.
The children who were forced to testify have suffered too, burdened
with the guilt that their words deprived innocent people of their
freedom. When Eddie Sampley was only seven years old, he was
interrogated by a sheriff's deputy and a social worker in the living
room of his home. They tried to bully him into saying that he had been
touched by a neighbor named John Stoll. "I remember them yelling at me,
crouching down so they could look me right in the eye," Sampley says.
They described what Stoll had supposedly done to other kids, using
words and descriptions that made Sampley feel dirty and uncomfortable.
"I wasn't supposed to be talking about these things," he recalls. "I
was supposed to be riding my bike and playing G.I. Joe like all the
other kids."
Sampley is twenty-nine now, a signmaker with a three-year-old daughter.
He comes across as an archetypal guy's guy. His apartment is decorated
with Budweiser collectibles, his refrigerator stocked with beer, red
meat and condiments. He's easygoing and good-natured, the kind of
person you'd fall into conversation with in a bar. But when he talks
about how he was coerced by the investigators working for Jagels, his
voice becomes pinched and his pale blue eyes narrow. They visited him
seven or eight times, Sampley recalls. "You need to tell us what
happened," they told him. "It's not going to go away if you don't tell
us. We are not going to leave." Finally, they hauled him into an
interrogation room in the county courthouse. In tears, Sampley finally
told them what they wanted to hear. He "confessed" to everything they
were suggesting. "I just wanted them to go away and leave me alone," he
says.
Days before the trial, Sampley was brought into the district attorney's
office and introduced to Stephen Tauzer. Tauzer was Jagels' right-hand
man, the assistant DA entrusted with the job of putting Stoll and other
alleged child molesters behind bars. Tauzer sat across from Sampley and
ordered the boy to recount the stories of molestation that had been
foisted upon him. As he listened, Tauzer made suggestions and
amendments. "We need to make sure you say it this way in the trial," he
explained. Sampley's memories of the scene are distilled to a few
images from his child's mind: Tauzer's white hair, his pen scratching
against his notepad, the tape recorder that Tauzer rewound every time
Sampley revised the story to correspond to Tauzer's directions.
After Sampley took the stand and delivered the testimony coached by
Tauzer, Stoll was convicted on seventeen counts of sexual abuse and
sentenced to forty years in prison. Inmates convicted of pedophilia
live in constant danger of being killed; in the prison hierarchy, they
are considered the bottom feeders. To protect himself, Stoll devised an
alias: He researched the case of a drug dealer who had gotten the same
sentence as he did, and that became his autobiography. "I would have
lost my mind if I had to live in protective custody, in constant
isolation," says Stoll. "Reinventing myself was the only way to make
prison remotely tolerable."
Last spring, an evidentiary hearing was held to determine if Stoll had
been wrongly convicted. Once again, Sampley took the witness stand -
but this time he wept as he recounted how he had been pressured to
testify as a child. For two decades he had been steeped in guilt that
no one could assuage. "I told a couple of girlfriends who I got close
to that I had lied about being molested, and that there was a man
sitting in prison for it," Sampley says. "All they could say was,
'Well, there's nothing you can do about it now.'" At the hearing, after
Sampley finished recanting his childhood testimony, he looked Stoll
straight in the eye and pleaded for his forgiveness.
Four days later, on his sixty-first birthday, Stoll was released from
the Kern County jail, the same place where he had first been taken into
custody twenty years earlier. As his attorneys drove him away from
Bakersfield and over the county line, everyone in the car cheered.
Stoll called Sampley from the restaurant where he went to celebrate,
just as he was cutting into his first filet mignon in two decades.
"Hey, Eddie! I'm talking to you on a cell phone, and I'm about to eat a
big ol' steak!" Stoll yelled. Sampley burst into tears. "I felt happier
than I'd been in years," he says.
But like others whose lives were destroyed, Sampley is still waiting
for the man who put at least two dozen innocent people behind bars to
be held accountable. "Ed Jagels is the one who's the criminal," Sampley
says. "He's the one who should be in jail."
In a strange karmic twist, the finger-pointing and false accusations
and paranoia about pedophilia that Jagels started back in the 1980s are
now being directed at him. Every barfly and drug-store cashier in
Bakersfield seems to have a take on his sexual preferences: There are
people who insist he's gay, people who say he's a child molester,
people who claim to know someone who knows someone with photographs of
Jagels in compromising positions with young boys. A few years ago, a
divorce decree in the name of Jagels' first wife, Stacey, was
circulating around town, claiming that Jagels' "sadomasochistic
behavior" and "lewd and deviant" relationships with young men drove her
to leave him. It was riddled with grammatical errors and is now
believed to be fraudulent. In the end, no one has anything resembling
proof to support these theories -- just as Jagels had no material
evidence against the people he locked up for molesting kids.
The wildest theory started during the same era that Jagels was waging
his misdirected crusade against child molesters. Between 1981 and 1984,
three prominent men in Bakersfield were murdered by their teenage
lovers. At his trial, one boy testified that he had sex with 150
closeted gay men in Kern County, a group of judges, prosecutors and
other pillars of the community who became known in local lore as the
Lords of Bakersfield. For years, rumors about the dark cabal filtered
through town: the wild parties at the house of Ted Fritts, publisher of
the Bakersfield Californian, where teenage boys mingled with graying
power brokers; the park at the edge of town where homeless kids would
swap sex for money or drugs.
But while such accusations were being directed at his friends and
associates, Jagels was busy building his political reputation by
convicting ordinary citizens. In those days, thanks in large part to
all the attention he received for his handling of the high-profile
molestation cases, Jagels was the golden boy of California Republicans.
People were talking about Ed Jagels being the next attorney general, Ed
Jagels being the next governor. The men implicated as the Lords of
Bakersfield were part of his crowd - his campaign manager, members of
his own staff. They comprised the good-ol'-boys' network that runs the
town, and he had nothing to gain by going after them.
Then, twenty years later, another murder reignited the rumors. In
September 2002, Stephen Tauzer -- the prosecutor who served as
second-in-command to Jagels -- was discovered dead in his garage with
multiple stab wounds to his head. It turned out that Tauzer, who was
fifty-seven at the time, had been involved for several years with a
teenager named Lance Hillis. Hillis was addicted to crystal meth, and
many in Bakersfield believe Tauzer was giving the boy drug money in
return for sex. Whatever the nature of their relationship, Tauzer
repeatedly used his influence as a prosecutor to prevent Hillis from
being sent to jail. Sentenced to a rehab center and high on meth,
Hillis stole a car and fled the facility -- only to slam head-on into
an oncoming truck. He died instantly. A month later, the boy's father,
Chris Hillis, murdered Tauzer.
Hillis told prosecutors that he had twice called Ed Jagels and asked
him to tell Tauzer to stop meddling and let the law decide his son's
fate. If Jagels did intervene, however, he didn't do it forcefully
enough to stop Tauzer. "Jagels was protecting his friend rather than
doing the right thing," says Kyle Humphrey, the attorney who
represented Chris Hillis. "My client believes that if Jagels had
stepped in and reprimanded Tauzer, his son would be alive today."
A few months after Tauzer's murder, the Bakersfield Californian ran a
six-part investigation drawing parallels to the Lords of Bakersfield
murders twenty years earlier. Running the piece was a gutsy move for
the newspaper. Although Ted Fritts is no longer the publisher -- he
contracted AIDS, and died in 1997 -- the Californian is still put out
by his family. After years of being a virtual mouthpiece for the DA's
office, the paper confronted Jagels about his role in both the Tauzer
case and the Lords rumors. When Jagels refused to be interviewed, the
paper ran a list of the questions submitted to him in writing, asking
if he had "helped cover up and protect" those suspected of engaging in
sex with minors. Jagels refused to respond, saying the questions were
"so loaded with malice, innuendo and false assumptions that they are,
for the most part, statements of implied wrongdoing, rather than
legitimate investigatory questions."
The response angered many in Bakersfield. "Ed Jagels needs to get over
it," one reader wrote to the paper. "Rather than dealing with the
controversy in a professional, mature manner, Jagels has pouted,
tightening his lips and the lips of many of his staff members." The
story also prompted speculation that Jagels had launched his frenzied
pursuit of ordinary citizens to divert attention from the illicit
sexual behavior of the city's ruling elite. "As soon as I read about
Tauzer and the Lords of Bakersfield, I began to think that the 1980s
molestation trials were overcompensation - covering up their tracks by
going after other people," says Kyle Beckman, who served as an
investigator for the district attorney's office under Jagels.
Despite the bad publicity and salacious rumors, despite the widespread
anger toward Jagels, nothing has yet loosened his grip on power. He has
been re-elected five times, and during the past twenty years he has had
only one challenger -- an attorney who was once jailed for biting
someone in court. "No one wants to take Jagels on in the DA race,
because they would lose," says attorney Kyle Humphrey. Jagels is backed
by the sheriff, the highway patrol and the prison guards, and
law-enforcement officers go door to door campaigning for him. In a
law-and-order place like Kern County, that's all the endorsement he
needs. "This is an oil and ag town -- people work hard here," says
Dominic Eyherabide, a public defender who has squared off against
Jagels in court. "Nobody sits around at night wondering if Ed Jagels is
doing a good job, as long as he keeps pounding his chest saying he's
tough on crime."
A subdued man with a prepubescent stamp collector's build, Jagels
burnishes his macho image by going out on raids with the cops dressed
in perfectly coordinated sportswear, a gun shoved into his holster.
Last spring, he showed up to nab a trio of bear poachers. Another time,
he hooked up with the rural-crime task force, outfitted in virgin
Levi's and work boots, as they rounded up a bunch of stolen farm
equipment. Jagels makes sure the media are notified about his outings
so that he appears on the nightly news, immortalized on video.
Even when he's caught abusing his power, Jagels knows how to play to
his constituency. Last October, a federal judge reversed a death
sentence that Jagels obtained against a murder suspect, citing the DA
for concealing the reduced sentences he gave to jailhouse snitches in
return for their testimony. Jagels dismissed the judge as an
unpatriotic liberal: "What do you expect from a court that thinks the
Pledge of Allegiance is unconstitutional?" he told reporters.
In fact, Jagels seems to devote more energy to public relations than to
fighting crime. Former employees say that the DA doesn't spend a lot of
time in the office, preferring to delegate tasks to his assistants. "I
think of Ed Jagels as kind of an aristocrat," says Eyherabide. "He
doesn't really need this job because of his family money. All of his
rhetoric about keeping the streets safe for the people of Bakersfield -
it feels like a form of noblesse oblige."
Jagels tends to take off early for the weekend to go hunting, or to one
of his three vacation homes in the mountains or at the beach. He
travels to exotic locales -- to Kenya, Tanzania, Alaska -- to hunt big
game. The stuffed wild boar, Cape buffalo and kodiak bear displayed in
his homes testify to his prowess. Once, Bryanna Jagels walked into the
couple's ski house in the Sierra Nevadas to find the carcass of a
cheetah mounted in the living room. She picked up the phone and called
her husband.
"There's a cheetah on the wall," she said.
"Yep," Jagels replied.
"That's an endangered species, Ed."
"Yep," Jagels said, giggling mischievously.
"Ed is very anti-PC," says Bryanna. "I love that about him. It takes a
lot of guts to be such a nonconformist."
Bryanna remains surprisingly supportive of her husband, given that she
considers herself one of his victims. A statuesque woman with a wicked
sense of humor, she spent five years of her marriage addicted to the
painkiller OxyContin, often popping as many as sixty a day. Last fall,
when she was arrested for giving fraudulent information to a doctor to
obtain a controlled substance, she confronted Jagels and accused him of
tipping off the cops. "It's my job," he told her. "I can't play
favorites."
Jagels told the media that he would stand by his wife and see her
through her ordeal. One week later he served her with divorce papers.
They were dated November 25th, a few days before he announced his
support for her. He also threatened to use his power as DA to give the
court additional information on her criminal activities unless she
relinquished custody of their five-year-old son, Jeffrey. Doing so
would have been illegal, a conflict of interest, but Bryanna believes
that the threat alone was enough to lengthen her sentence. "I'm the
best example of how cruel and mean the justice in this county really
is," she says. "It's personal." She went from dining at exclusive
social clubs and bouncing between her husband's four homes to sharing a
bedroom with meth addicts in a cramped rehab center whose carpet
smelled distinctly of cat urine.
"There were five dogs and cats in that house, and they only came inside
to use the bathroom," she says. "Living in that place was like entering
Dante's ninth circle."
And yet, after all this, Bryanna thinks that Jagels was trying to save
her life. If she hadn't been arrested and forced into rehab, she swears
that she'd be dead by now. "Ed is a tough-love person," she says. "He
doesn't know how to love any other way."
Word on the street in Bakersfield is that Jagels might not run for DA
next year. The torrent of bad publicity over his split with Bryanna and
the murder of Stephen Tauzer has taken its toll. You can see it in his
face: Once alert and boyish, it looks weary now, defeated, the burden
of twenty-two years of vengeance reflected in his sagging cheeks, his
pinched mouth, the dark smudges beneath his eyes. He is no longer the
Republican Party's golden boy, no longer a contender for state office.
"I have a feeling that Ed Jagels will just disappear quietly," says
Bryanna. "It's kind of sad. So many people thought he was destined for
greatness."
Jagels has also been hurt by the lawsuits brought against Kern County
by the innocent men and women he falsely prosecuted for molestation.
They have already cost the county $5 million, and John Stoll is suing
for $50 million. Stoll walked out of jail last year with seven teeth in
his mouth, the clothes on his back and $200. Most members of his family
were dead. His son Jed had long ago ceased talking to him, force-fed so
many stories of molestation that he still believes they're true. "You
can't put a price tag on my life," says Stoll. "You can't give me back
my son, or what I lost in those twenty years."
Last year, Kern County was ordered to pay $4.25 million to Jeff Modahl
and six others prosecuted as part of the same alleged pedophilia ring.
Modahl used his share of the money to buy a seven-acre farm in
Nebraska, where he lives with his new wife, Johanna, and their
three-year-old son, Jeffrey. His daughters Carla and Teresa have moved
to Nebraska as well, just a fifteen-minute drive from their father.
This past Thanksgiving was the first they'd spent together as a family
in twenty years.
"When I was sitting in my prison cell, I never dared imagine that I
would have such a good life again," says Modahl. And yet: Every few
weeks, Modahl wakes up in the middle of the night, his heart
thundering, convinced that the whole thing -- his daughters, his farm,
his wife and son and ten grandchildren -- is nothing more than a dream.
He lies in the dark, holding his breath, afraid that his new life will
evaporate the moment he opens his eyes. That when he looks up he will
see not the slowly revolving ceiling fan he installed over the bed last
summer but the steel bridge of a prison bunk.
"It's been five years, and I still can't shake off that fear," he says.
"I wonder if I ever will."
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